Erin's Thoughts

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

End of the holidays


This was the first year EVER that I had a boyfriend for Christmas and I couldn't be any happier! I didn't know how we were going to split up the time between us and family but we did a good job. There was little mishap with Dave one night, telling Nathan that if he honored me and truely cared for me and blah blah blah, that he'd be here for Christmas dinner. It was just a big fiasco and made Nathan so uncomfortable that he no longer wants to come by. But anyway.....Nathan came with me to Uncle Dennis' house Christmas Eve and then we went back to his house for our own present opening time with eachother. He treated me like a princess that night, we just cuddled and he told me how much he cared about me and loved me. He got me the 3rd Harry Potter movie, the new Disturbed CD and a $60 giftcard to Old Navy. I got him a lot of neat stuff too and the look on his face every time he opened something was just priceless and I wouldn't have missed for the world. I've never been as happy as I am when I'm with him. He makes me feel so wonderful about myself and just the way he cares about me is amazing. I've been sick the past 4 days or so and he's been great, since I've not been able to see him, trying to keep my spirits up over the phone/Text/IM. Nathan is absoluately the best guy I could ever have asked for and I wouldn't change things at all. I love him.

I'm glad that the holidays are over....well, New Years is this weekend but it's not one of the "big" holidays. Work has been so long and tiring that I just wanna jump off a cliff some days. I think the main reason that I am sick is because I've been working so much without much time off at all. In the past 3 weeks I've had all of 4 days off(one of those days because I had to call in sick). I'm just tired and want to get back to having more of a normal schedule at work, with at least two days off during a work week. I'm always guarunteed Sundays off but I need more than just ONE day, ya know!? Can't wait for the stupid shopping season to be over with! DOWN WITH RETAIL JOBS!

Well, I'm gunna head out here pretty soon and go to my favorite store(Old Navy) and then head over to Nathan's for a bit to at least cuddle for a little bit. I miss him like craaaaaaaazy! At least I got a little caught up in this blog, hehe.

Oh yeah, I added the picture that I found a month or so on the internet(can't even remember where I found it) but I thought it was sweet and it reminds me a lot of what Nathan does to/for me. He's the best!