The night before

Yup, it's that time again. I titled this post "the night before" because it is the night before I start my third semester of college. I couldn't think of any other schnazzy name so that was what I came up with. Aaaaaaaaanyway..

Seems like there's a lot to post but I'm drawing a bit of a blank as to what all I wanted to put in here. Guess I'll just stick with some of the basics, seems the best idea. Main topics to write about: Work, Family and Friends. So, I'll start off with work.

Well, I've finally done it. I am not a CSA at good ol' Circuit. Basically, I've not been really happy with my position(planogram specialist) and it, apparently, has been showing. So my store manager asks me if I want to switch to beinga CSA and I didn't hesitate. I don't want to have to set signage for the holidays and bulkouts and all that anymore, especially with the pressure/stress of school....it's just too much. I could handle CSA Lead but not POG anymore. So I'll be applying for CSA Lead when those interviews come about but, for now, I'm a CSA and that is fine with me.

Family......couple things going on there. Mary had her gastric bypass surgery so I hope that her health starts getting better and that it will help her stay out of the doctors/hospitals all the time. She is doing well so far and can't wait to get back to eating a little bit more solid foods. She has been eating broth and jello for the past......well.....I don't really know but quite a while and she is sick and tired of it, which I can't blame her. I can't wait to see the weight she'll lose and hopefully look and feel better. The other thing I wanna mention is the Women of Faith conference mom and I(and women from church) went to this Friday. It was a good time and I am glad that I could go and experience it. The speakers were awesome and the music was just incredible. I'll admit, I cried a few times during the emotional moments.....I know, surprise, right? hehe. So that was a good time and just wanted to write a quick blurb.

Friends. Where to begin, eh? Well, I guess I'll start with Steve. Him and I are still talking all the time and it's great. Sometimes I get frustrated cause I don't know really how he feels about me, just that he likes me, but I know that that is ok cause he's been through a lot and needs time to himself to realize what he wants. He did bring up the quesiton of what I would do if he moved to colorado. I told him I would probably have a heart attack, lol. I didn't really know how to answer that question cause I don't want him to do something while he's in this semi-rebound stage. I know that it's not really 'normal' rebound but it is a little bit. He did tell me that he likes and and always has so I know that it's not like I'm just some chick he would pick up and kick to the curb but it's still a touchy subject since we're both so confused right now. He said that he doesn't want a relationship right now so it's hard for me to know what to do/think right now. He also might be moving to Cali, which would probably be good for him, but that's not for sure yet. So we'll see what happens with all of that. If nothing else, I want to stay friends cause he's a great person to talk with and laugh/joke around with. So that brings me to Drew. Yeah, the one that Steve is somewhat jelous of. I was getting the feeling that I was being blown off by him cause he had hardly said two words to me since he was back in Cali. Having the track record that I do, I was quite leary. So I texted him about a week ago and was just asking him to lemme know if he still wanted to talk or not. He said that he was sorry and that he was busy with work(which I had figured) and he was leaving for Japan in a couple of days. He's only in Japan for 2 weeks this time, which is good, and said that he would call me when he got back. He still wants me to visit him out there so we'll see if that really happens or not. Why is it that you can really like two people at the same time? I hate this and just hope that it all works out, in the end, for the best.

Well, that's it for now. I'm tired, even though I napped today, so I'm gunna go fold some clothes and head to bed. First day of school tomorrow so I need my beauty sleep. :)