Butterflies in my tummy

Well, it's happened. Yup, it's finally happened and I couldn't be happier. Wondering what I'm talking about yet? I bet you are, just admit it! hehe. Ok, ok, I have a boyfriend! Yeah, ME of all people. After being single for almost four years, I finally have a wonderful boyfriend. His name is Nathaniel William Vincent, 21 years old, 6'1" tall, blue eyes, glasses, cute smile. We met through the Yahoo personals website, he emailed me and we started talking through Y! instant messanger. Then we started talking on the phone late at night, sometimes til 3:30 in the morning and all the while feeling like I had little butterflies flapping their wings inside my stomach. He had the same feeling too and we decided that we wanted to meet up and see where it might go. So this past thursday night we met up at the Old Chicago on 120th/Colorado for dinner. He came straight from work, I came straight from Astonomy class. When he walked through the door I got a huge smile on my face, as did he, and we hugged a big hug. We sat and ordered our food and talked and then later held hands over the table for three hours at Old C's. Then we both wanted to take a walk so we did just that, we walked around the parking lots in the area and then through an apartment complex....it was just a lot of fun with his arm around me most of the time and holding hands the other times. Then towards the end of the night we sat in my car and talked and held hands and waited for eachother to make a move and kiss the other. I wanted him to so badly but I wasn't sure if I should do it or if he would kiss me first. So I waited and he finally did it and it was AWESOME! The way he touched my face with his hand as we kissed and how his lips seemed to fit perfectly with mine was an overwhelming and wonderful feeling. We stayed out til about 2:30 and I couldn't help but have a HUGE smile on my face afterwards. We talked a lot on Friday and went over to his mom/stepdad's house to watch a movie with him. We kissed quite a bit that night as well and just cuddled up to eachother. Oh yeah, it was so sweet because before his mom and stepdad left for their comdy show she asked me if I liked lotion and I, of course, said I did. She said that she had bought 4 bath and body works lotions but didn't need two of them so she offered one to me and I had Nate pick which one he liked best for me. It was just really nice that she would offer that to me and not really even know me. Nate also told me that he had told his stepdad that I was his girl and that made me feel so good inside. The night after that(saturday) was dad and mary's ten year anniversary party and Nate said that he'd go with me so we went. We had a lot of fun and he enjoyed looking at pictures of me throughout the years and it was great to share that with him. After we left there we went to his place so I could see where he was living(though he's moving back into his mom's next month). We ended up there and we laid down and cuddled and kissed for quite a few hours, it was awesome. I'll never forget that night either. I just feel so wonderful when I'm with him.....I feel more alive these past few days than I have in years. He cares about me and calls me all the time and IMs me and just shows me how much he cares. It's such an awesome feeling. He also has a 3 year old daughter named Bridgette. She's sooooo adorable and he's great with her. He's a wonderful father and knows how to care for his little girl and I think it's awesome. I'm not sure how to tell my mom that he has a little girl but I'm sure it'll be fine because it's a package deal and she's a great little girl. I can't wait to do things like the zoo and aquarium and whatnot with both Nate and Bri. I thinking about ALL the time. He's the first person(or anything) that I think about when I first wake up in the morning and he's the last when I fall asleep at night. I know that we've not been together for even a week yet but it feels like we've known eachother for years and it's awesome. I get to see him tonight, we're going to see '40-year-old Virgin' so that will hopefully be yet another wonderful night with him. I'm sure it will as they all are so far. I guess that's enough about him for now although I could go on and on and on(times infinity plus one, hehe)